If you couldn't, then you shouldn't

Then I wouldn't.
(be a disappointment)
If you can't be good parents,
then you shouldn't have been.

-sarcasm-
Thanks for making me feel appreciated.
Like I really belong to this family.
Thanks for making this family so PERFECT.
And lastly, thanks for considering my feelings
ALL THE TIME.

It's a 'free for all' here

And I don't think I can handle it.
I'm not even a little bit biased.
I am opinionated at times.
But I guess I have thoughts about everything.
So much that it evens out in the end.

Everything seems to be spiralling down.
Or at least today.

I'm either getting annoyed.
Or people are being annoying.

I can't handle being a 'failure'.
Well, at least, in some eyes.

Don't even try to comfort me.
It'll piss me off more.

I just need somewhere to vent.
Somewhere to help me realize how I feel.

Sometimes I wonder.

I feel that I want to give up sometimes :(
Especially with school!
I mean, it gives students that achieve a sense of accomplishment.
But it makes you want to kill yourself sometimes.
With results you weren't expecting,
Or crazy homework when all you want to do is sleep.

I would give in to the stress,
But I have things like guard
And people like you, (:
To keep me going.

P.S. George Hill is a cutie(;

It's aaallll goood(:

So, today was champs. I got pretty hyped up and then waited up for my dad last night, and got really tired today. We went to the mall to watch 17 Again. Pretty good and may I mention 'aviators + leather jacket = HOTness' Lagged at the mall for a LOOONNNNGGG time... Finally were off for champs. Taped, warmed up, performed. Lots of gifts (: 5th of 13, not too bad.

To the guard:
Consider The Following-
No one expected us to succeed (:
We even doubted ourselves.
More than half of us were new members.
We got promoted to Regional AA.
Once promoted, we still kicked butt! :D
Technically, we stayed on top tonight.

It's been an amazing season. I'm proud of all of you guys and I'm proud to call myself captain.