Sigh, Jack has a good point.

I think blogging allows me to tell myself what I did on a certain day, when my good memory fails me one day. But also, reading in the past AND present, helps me discover myself. My emotions have an overall story, that I still cannot understand and analyze. -sigh- english class really gets to me -.-

So I've realized that other than my 'busy-work' life, I have nothing... So winter break is half over, I guess? And I realized that I haven't done much... Recap[if I remember]; Friday-people came over to party, Saturday-Hansen left, practice, grandparents' house. Sunday-stayed home? Monday-practice, guard PARTY [pretty cooooo], Tuesday-work, GASM Party!! :D [pretty darn DOPE], Wednesday(Christmas Eve)-lagged at home, Vicky's house to 'practice', Quick's with Hansen, home. Thursday(CHRISTMAS)-Stayed home with mom, cleaned my room/the house, knit, eat, pee (:

So I think I live by this line, 'more or less'.

Life can never be balanced.

It seems that one day you can have so many activites to do, tv shows to watch, tests to study for, homework to do. And the next day, you could have no homework, no plans, and yet you can't sleep. I feel like this right now. When school comes back, I will be busy trying to understand math class, read and write english assignments, go to practice, finish up hours at work, and come home early enough to not piss off my mom. But for now, I just go to occasional practice, go to work, and stay home to kill time. I think I set the mood of this blog as depressing, but honestly I'm currently pretty happy. Maybe, it's all the sleep I've been getting :D

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL.