Today seemed like a fairly happy day, and yet I find myself doubting some things. I'm home alone right now. Usually, I LOVE being home alone. But I've realized that it's only when I'm having problems with my family. I haven't really had a big fight with anyone lately -ahem- my mom. So as I am home alone, I feel lonely. Also, school's back -.- I mean, I guess there's upsides to that. Like uh, I'm not as bored, I get to see friends, and uh LACK OF SLEEP! [THAT'S THE BEST] -sarcasm- Life, just take me where I'm meant to be.
Well today, I couldn't sleep at 1AM and I thought about stuff while in bed. Some random stuff that I can't even remember. Then I woke up at 7AM this morning. I guess I'm getting used to the 4 hours of sleep that I'll get these next 5 months! I stayed home and watched the Secret Life marathon. It started at 2PM but I watched it east, so it was on at 11AM. I guess it was cool catching up and hopefully, I'll make time for myself to continue watching this season.
A few days ago, my brother goes, "Hey Joyce, what's your new year's resolution?"
I answered with, "Uh, IDK... To try harder and do better in school?"
Then he replied, "OMG, that's boring."
It was then that I realized, I don't really have a new year's resolution. And like Ale says, "Fck new year's resolutions." I realize that I give myself life goals, whether it's a new year, a holiday, a weekend, or weekday. And it's up to my self-discipline whether or not I reach those goals.
¡Adios amigos!
1 year ago
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