Why?!

Why is apple day being generous to me?
I was doing fine with the 'things are lookin up' thing.
The CAHSEE with lynn was pretty fun yet boring.
I ate a lot of food.
Then in an instant things go from smiley to sobbing.
And it continues.
for hours
and hours.
:'(
I hate this feeling.
I love you guys who keep me sane, well.. kinda.